@skysthetics
I’m not sure if you’re still active here or if you’ll even see this. I just wanted to try—because I didn’t know where else to reach you.
If you do see this, please just let me know you’re okay. That’s all I want.
I still think about you. And I still care, even from far away.
I know I probably shouldn’t be writing this again. Maybe I should’ve let it go when you didn’t answer the way I hoped. But the truth is… I can’t. Not yet. Not when everything in me still aches for the friend I lost.
I still miss you. Every single day. Not just the memories—but you. Your voice, your laugh, the way we talked about everything and nothing. You were more than a best friend—you were my person. And I don’t know how to stop missing someone who felt like home.
When you disappeared from my life, I waited. I kept waiting. Hoping you’d reach out. That you’d say something. Anything. Even just to say you were okay. But the silence kept growing, and so did the pain. And when I found out about your marriage from someone else… it broke something inside me.
Not because you moved on. But because you moved on without even telling me. Like I never mattered.
I know life changes people. I know you might have your reasons. But I just wish I had been worth a goodbye. I wish the love we shared, as friends, as sisters, as us, was worth holding onto—even a little.
I’m not here to blame you. I’m just here to say that I still care. That I still remember. And that deep down, I still believe the girl I called my best friend is somewhere inside you… even if you’ve buried her under everything that’s happened.
I don’t know what you want from me now. Maybe nothing. Maybe this message will be ignored too. But I had to try—because losing you this way still haunts me.
And even if it makes me look foolish, I’ll say it anyway, i still want you back in my life.
Even if it’s not like before. Even if it’s just as someone I can talk to once in a while.
Because you were never just “someone” to me. You were everything.