skywakkie

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Turns out I've been a lesbian all this time, suffering from Comp Het (Compulsory Heterosexuality), which means that you've been forced upon the idea of men and women being the only possible way for them to coexist. I am so fucking thankful for Wattpad and showing me the LGBTQ side of things, getting to learn about my "bisexuality", and also having some women on here letting me experience that side of things. It feels brand new to realize men were never really something I liked in the first place and that it was just my mentality making me think like, "Yeah, I like men but I wouldn't mind getting down with a woman." When in reality it was my coping mechanism to not accept the fact that I was just into women and that's it.
          	
          	My whole life, I spent 7 whole years trying to find a man when I didn't even want one. I've been going back to different periods of my life where I've realized all the glances I gave to female friends, the "crushes" I had on some guys, the experiences I've had with women in general where I'm like, "No wonder I've been struggling to find someone for 7 fucking years." I am thankful for that one person on reddit that read my post and understood where I was coming from and told me about the Compulsory Heterosexuality thing. The moment I read the definition, I felt so connected to that.
          	
          	I grew up in a family that is very homophobic and tends to make comments nearly all the time attacking LGBTQ and gays in general. And it created the fear on me of accepting the fact that I just like women.
          	
          	And I am thankful to Emily Armstrong for existing, opening my eyes and making me question if I truly am bisexual. It feels so good to finally know what you truly are into, and see more possibilities into it than forcing yourself to have something you don't want.
          	
          	Thank you for coming to my pep-talk. Newbie Lesbian Bitch is out ❤️ 

skywakkie

@eehdhvvj29740074087 // Thank you ❤️ It truly means a lot to myself that I finally feel comfortable in my own skin :3
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skywakkie

@radiokenobi // ilysm bestie ❤️ 
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skywakkie

@kinanotes //
          	  
          	  Quite literally 'proud moment' ;-;
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skywakkie

this message may be offensive
Turns out I've been a lesbian all this time, suffering from Comp Het (Compulsory Heterosexuality), which means that you've been forced upon the idea of men and women being the only possible way for them to coexist. I am so fucking thankful for Wattpad and showing me the LGBTQ side of things, getting to learn about my "bisexuality", and also having some women on here letting me experience that side of things. It feels brand new to realize men were never really something I liked in the first place and that it was just my mentality making me think like, "Yeah, I like men but I wouldn't mind getting down with a woman." When in reality it was my coping mechanism to not accept the fact that I was just into women and that's it.
          
          My whole life, I spent 7 whole years trying to find a man when I didn't even want one. I've been going back to different periods of my life where I've realized all the glances I gave to female friends, the "crushes" I had on some guys, the experiences I've had with women in general where I'm like, "No wonder I've been struggling to find someone for 7 fucking years." I am thankful for that one person on reddit that read my post and understood where I was coming from and told me about the Compulsory Heterosexuality thing. The moment I read the definition, I felt so connected to that.
          
          I grew up in a family that is very homophobic and tends to make comments nearly all the time attacking LGBTQ and gays in general. And it created the fear on me of accepting the fact that I just like women.
          
          And I am thankful to Emily Armstrong for existing, opening my eyes and making me question if I truly am bisexual. It feels so good to finally know what you truly are into, and see more possibilities into it than forcing yourself to have something you don't want.
          
          Thank you for coming to my pep-talk. Newbie Lesbian Bitch is out ❤️ 

skywakkie

@eehdhvvj29740074087 // Thank you ❤️ It truly means a lot to myself that I finally feel comfortable in my own skin :3
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skywakkie

@radiokenobi // ilysm bestie ❤️ 
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skywakkie

@kinanotes //
            
            Quite literally 'proud moment' ;-;
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skywakkie

Also, for many of you who don't know because this account has gone through, like, 30 thousand different themes of fanfics and all. This used to be a Linkin Park fan account, and I used to write Linkin Park fanfictions. I have a huge fan of them since I was 12, and now with them back I REALLY want to write a fanfic with Emily in it xD
          
          Do tell me if some of you would like it. I still need to finish '6 Months' though ;-;

skywakkie

I've always identified as bisexual. But I always thought in the way of, like, I like men, I feel attracted to men, but if something ever were to happen for me to feel attracted to a woman or get to start dating one, I wouldn't mind it. But now, Emily made me realize like "Damn, women are gorgeous bro." She altered my brain chemistry and now I'm like- damn dude xD

LifeEcstasy

@skywakkie I got to know 2 years back tbh. I mean I am still trying to uk understand myself.. lololol
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skywakkie

@LifeEcstasy // I'VE BEEN IN THE CLUB SINCE I WAS 15 LMAO
            
            BUT THANKSSSSS ❤️ 
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LifeEcstasy

@skywakkie WELCOME TO THE CLUB MAMMM ;)
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skywakkie

Someone help me, I am in love with Emily Armstrong.

skywakkie

@LifeEcstasy // Don't worry, many fans at first thought the same qhen she joined the band lmao
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LifeEcstasy

@skywakkie I sound uneducated sheesh
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skywakkie

@namieee15 @LifeEcstasy // ONE MONTH LATER.
            
            No, she is not related to Neil Armstrong lmao
            She's the new singer to Linkin Park
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