Tuana

First of all, I want to thank Bang Chan, I am so happy that I met you 6 years ago and I want this to continue for many more years. You don't know me but thank you so much Chan for everything you did for me, most of the time you destroyed the bad feelings inside me with a hug, you became family, home, friend and many more things to me, you will always remain the person I love and trust the most. You added color to my colorless life, even when I was the loneliest, you were the only one by my side. I love you so much, chan, words are not enough to describe you, you are the most perfect, special and unique person I have ever met in my life.

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I exhausted myself by worrying about unnecessary things.

When I had no strength to endure anything, I chose to endure myself.

I need someone before I collapse

The band-aid wrapped around my wound is falling off, I applied it hard but it didn't take long for it to fall off.

I think I can take it a little longer 'cause I'm still standing

The more I try to endure, the weaker I become

On the contrary, this pain stays in the locked room of my heart, which is impossible to get out, and grows bigger and bigger.

I act like I'm strong, like it doesn't hurt at all, like everything's okay.