Idk if you'll read this but... I'm going to take a long take from wattpad. A VERY LONG ONE. not one month, not two... Idk... It may even be fore a year...
But its because of some of my personal issues regarding mental health. Idk what's happening to me, when I'm feeling depressed I always write. That always does the trick (That's why I update fast)
But now, I can't even enjoy the things I love anymore.... I don't know what in feeling, but I don't like it one bit. I started to always feel restless but at the same time exhausted. I'm sleepy and not sleepy at the same time. Im starting to get the tendencies of cutting myself again. And my ex-boy best friend is attacking me again. Idk wut to do at this point.
My parents are mentally and emotionally abusing me. They're talking casually about my flaws even when I'm right there. And the worst thing is, they know that I'm listening to them. They joke about me being insecure and they scold me for liking stray Kids.
I'm also scared to come out as a bisexual person. There. I said it. I'm bi. I'm afraid my parents won't accept me, so I'm just going to get prepared.
I'll be deleting wattpad for a while. I'm sorry, and thank you. :)