sleepdeprived148

and if i told you i may or may not be writing another fic..?

sleepdeprived148

I just sneezed and bit my tongue at the same time.
          i dont think ive ever been in so much pain.

sleepdeprived148

@PepsiBoysSlut AHHAHAHAH
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PepsiBoysSlut

IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER MY HB MADE MY LAUGH MILK CAME OUT OF MY NOSE
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PepsiBoysSlut

NOOOOO
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sleepdeprived148

this message may be offensive 
OKAY I NEEDA RANT 
          
          alright so basically i have a fat ass crush on my bsfs older brother., i got really close with her when i went to this camp (shes 2 years younger than me and HE is 1 year older than  me. ) so i originally thought he was fine BEFORE we went to camp and i met both of them and thats when i got close with both.  
          hes genuinly so nice and he has made me such a better person. but the issue is, my bsf knows that i like him and she says she doesnt care and claimed that he liked someone else but that was like 3 months ago and before everything got crazy. hes def more introverted than i am. and hes quieter.
          but me and him are so similar. he offers me rides WHEN I LITERALLY LIVE SO FAR FROM EEEEEEVERYTHING. and he is so caring and stuff dude. and BRO HIS GODDANG COLOGNE OMG. I WILL BUST (woah)
          and weve had a lot of moments thats not just a "little sisters friend" kinda thing. hes payed for me multiple times and will not let me pay him back and he also is really quiet around me ESP when his sis (my bsf) is around.  and also a lot of our friends in our group are shipping us and think we like eachother. i have no idea if he has been infuenced to like me or whatever. this was another thing that happened, so me him, and his sis went to play pickleball and the ball went out of the fence and he went to get it nd i wa talking to his sis and a wave of emotion came over and i lwk started crying... like not crying but tearing up...SHE DIDNT DO ANYTHING I WAS UPSET ABOUT SOMETHING THAT ALREADY HAPPENED ) and i was facing away from him but he was walking back and saying something and stopped mid sentence because i think he realized i was upset and he was like " whats wrong? is she okay?" and than i heard her mouth shes crying and than the reason why. and than i started like giggling because i was embaressed and then i wouldnt look at him AND HE FUCKING MOVED MY HANDS OUT OF MY FACE AND SAID IT WAS GOING TO ME OKAY AND THAN HE GAVE ME A HUG IM SORRY IF THAT MADE NOSENSE

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@sturnsknowsbest IK. I’m so pissed but it’s whatever ig
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sturnsknowsbest

@sleepdeprived148 ahhh im so sorry i didnt see this! uhmm thats freaking crazy, how dare he! ignoring you makes no sense, he should have just told you!
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sleepdeprived148

@sturnsknowsbest UPDATE!!!!!!!!!! yeah so like its a no go.... basically he went on a missions trip and i didnt go because i lwk forgot to sign up (im was so pissed but its wtv) and than when he got back he was really distant and barely talked to me and almost was avoiding me. i ignored it for a few days because i thought maybe he was ina bad mood. but than i found out something was going on with another girl  and everyone thought they were talking. and this girl already graduated..... like just graduated and halfway through college (shes homeschooled so she started early ig) and than she still comes to all the events like at our youthgroup . which isnt normal and honestly really weird in my opinion... but she is really sweet and i dont have anything against her i just find it weird shes feeding into a stupid fling with a guy 2 years younger than her when she already graduated.. 
            so than finally i texted him and asked if we were good because even if we dont date i just want to be friends withhim and i was making sure i didnt do anything. SO than he was lpike yeah ofc were friends. AND THAN DIDNT EXPLAIN WHY HE WAS IGNORING ME.. SO NOW IM PISSED. well im not really im just annyed but i got over it and i dont like him anymore because i dont really want to feed into something like that when he clearly doesnt like me like that. so YEAH. i havent seen him since i kinda confronted him so idk how it will be when we see eachother next and if he talks to me . BUT OH WELLLLLLLL SINGLE PRINGLE
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