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So, like this is crazy because I quit wattpad months ago but I still feel like i need to update you guys for no apparent reason, but I'm starting to write a novel. It's based on the movie ballerina/leap and if you haven't watched it you won't understand but the book is going to focus on odette and merante but like I'm scared of writing it because if I can't get it published it would be a big waste and if I do get it published u would have to get copyright and shit but oml its like all I want to like I've already planned out most of it like the name and I've wrote the whole prologue in my mind so like should I go ahead with this?

I experienced the most heartbreaking thing today. My mam was sorting through boxes and came across a scrap book with certificates and photos of me and my siblings. Millions of the rest of my siblings but only 2 of me. The 2 that I stuck in myself when I was 9 because I was sad there wasn't any photos of me and I can't even say that it's because the scrap book is full because its not and we have 2 scrap books with atleast 10 pages each empty

I think I have a crush, but idk someone please help me 

I lied. Your not getting a new chapter on Jan 1st. Xoxo

Do you ever just feel like bursting out crying when ir ill? Yeah well that's me rn because I'm ill, I'm shivering and feel like death

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE 

I feel like I have major attachment issues and I find it really hard to let things go. Like today it's only just dawned on me that I'm not going to see any of my teachers for 18 days but that's not even the bad part it's the fact that I'm upset that i won't see the people who nag me every day. It's so bad that i think about things that could happen in my life and school is normally involved and i probably should be in therapy for this but I'm not. I also get really attached to people and find it hard to let go of some people and i get really jealous really easily. I can't help it and i don't know what to do sometimes. It really stressed me out and i think i need to talk to someone about it but i just don't know who.

Do you ever just get the urge to delete all social media for a week or two and write a novel about a Spanish girl and an English girl falling in love but the Spanish girl is the British girl's spanish teachers daughter who doesn't like the idea of them dating so he forbids them from dating but they still end up dating so then it's a two part novel about how they sneak around then get caught and have to write to each other in secret letters and go by fake names in the letters so that the teacher doesn't find out and it would be so cool because it would be a wlw book plus have some Spanish in it because I'm learning Spanish and idk i just really get the urge. Just me?

Hey guys, I'm back from my unannounced break. I'm sorry i haven't been updating or even online but everything has been really hard recently, I'm burnt out from school and just life in general but i promise I'm going to try to update soon. I love you all <3

I'M MARCHING IN MY REMEMBRANCE PARADE YAYAYAY