freaky dave strider (mason)

guess who is back 

im going to try and keep this short
          
          im a fucked up person. i know that. ive done shit that i shouldn't have. said shit i shouldn't have. i was a dumb, fucked up kid. i still am. but that's no excuse. im a shitty person. im not going to get better any time soon. i know that. but im still going to try, even if it's useless to. im probably going to continue doing things i regret. people have left me because of the shit ive done. and i know that i deserve it. i haven't apologized for what ive done. i still am. but that's a shitty thing to do, i know that. but even after everything ive done, some people worry for me. it scares me. it makes me feel sick. i hate it.
          
          im not asking for forgiveness. i want to apologize to anyone ive hurt, and for everything ive done. im sorry.

i feel like she hates me. 
          
          
          
          
          i wouldnt be surprised.

i feel sick.
          i hate talking to people about my feelings.
          i hate getting so emotional talking.
          i hate it when people touch me.
          i hate it when people ask me about my feelings.
          i hate crying in front of people.
          i want to go home

chat i drank orange joe. i havent slept got over 24 hours

mmmm im homeschooled now

GIVE ME IDEAS TO WRITE PLEASE ITS 1AM AND IM MOTIVATED

GUYS
          GUYS ITS MY BIRTHDAY
          GUYS OMG
          IM 13 ️❗❓

oh dear LORD. WHY WAS I BEING SO EMO LAST WEEK?????

hmmm i miss my friends