@SenatorSunBaby I am just mad at myself right now, you got a point. I am just super heedless & impulsive. i DO realise my mistake now, I feel sorry and guilty. i've always been really freaky, & weird with A LOT of people in this platform and all of them just went along. this is the first time someone fairly called me out for it. No one ever really took me seriously or told me i was rude before, so i just went on doing the same thing with everyone, not keeping in mind that there are also people who can be hurt cuz ofc not everyone will take me the same way ( i am not saying the author is sensitive or anything, NOT AT ALL !!! ) Well, at the end of the day, everyone has made mistakes so did i . I made a mistake, i realised my mistake, felt guilty and apologised with words i ACTUALLY mean.I hope that she will forgive me & I plan on not making the same mistake again.