sleepingmila
It’s honestly scary, how I’ve felt so little for so long and now I’m overwhelmed with emotions once again.
sleepingmila
sleepingmila
While I am still embarrassed that you read my non-sober writing dumps about you and how much I care, I really hope deep down that it helped you in some way. At least please know you never have to feel alone, I’ll always stand by you even if it’s in secret.
City_Of_Angelz
You do not need to feel embarrassed for having emotions. It seems I always come back to read the words you write…..seeing as your beautiful way of wording things is how I ended up in your life to begin with. I can’t say it didn’t help, as it did. Helped me clarify some things, while also sending me info this spiral I haven’t seemed to get out of. I can’t say I wouldn’t stand by you as well. Even though I’m the one that left, you’ve still always lingered on my mind. Forgive me for my boldness of replying to this directly. You are at least owed that sense of respect by having a more formal one on one conversation.
sleepingmila
I'm in the middle of my shift and now all I can think of is you. I never expected you would read everything...and now I'm in a spiral
sleepingmila
How is it that you make my heart race after all this time
sleepingmila
Dreaming of you…
sleepingmila
I've been so out of it all morning. Literally don't know what to say and I'm so distracted that I can barely focus on work. Definitely need some B12 and an energy drink before school
sleepingmila
I still listen to Madison Beer. It makes me think of all those years.
sleepingmila
It's crazy how much one dream can f you up. I haven't thought about you in days and then boom, there you are.
sleepingmila
So I posted a quick Faberry oneshot if anyone wants to take a pass over it! I didn't get the chance to proof read but it was fun to write something in the little free time I had :)
sleepingmila
lmao so turns out when you are taking 18 credit hours and work 60 hours a week you don't got much time to write much more then what your homework allows. I got ideas though and its finals week so maybe???