For anyone seeing this or taken the time to read I want to explain, last time i was truly active on here was possibly more than a year ago. I love writing so deeply but sadly I got disconnected with it, like I did with many things. It's been one of the most difficult years of my life and I simply couldn't cope in any way. I tried over and over again to write even one thing but I simply could not, which distressed me even more since writing had always been a safe haven for me. It's not like I'm completely fine now but I do wanna try so after giving it a thought I decided it'd be best for me to unpublish both my books. I love them both and they're so dear in my heart but I think it's something that was needed if I want to try again with writing. For anyone that's hear and gave me their time of day to read this, thank you <3