sleepwalker

Hi everyone, 
          	I know a lot of you have been wondering when I going to start updating again. Especially Bash and Benji or Peter’s story.  I plan on finishing them, I want these stories to happen. I had been working hard on them. Making sure they are the best y'all deserve. I made new covers and changed the title. More than a kiss, is now More Than You Know (Benji & Bash’s story) Bittersweet Love, is now Better with You. (Peter’s story) I'm confident in the changes I made and knew it better than I had originally planned.
          	Unfortunately, I stopped writing and lost the drive to work on them when my dad fell ill. My world just stopped, anything I was excited about disappeared. I prayed he would get better, but he didn’t. 
          	Earlier this year, my dad died. It was unexpected, He was fine when I saw him. He was laughing and joking like always. Never did I think that was the last time I would see him alive. Even now I still can't believe he is gone. It hurts and I miss him so much. I’m just so sad and angry right now, it’s not fair. He shouldn't be gone; I wasn’t ready for him to go. I miss his corny jokes, I miss him annoying me, but most of all I miss his love for us. 
          	It has been hard, there are days I just want to scream and cuss god out for taking my dad. There are so many bad people in this world. Why couldn’t he take someone else, why did it have to be my dad. I so desperately want him back, but I know he can’t come back. That I need to let go so he can rest in peace, but its just so hard to accept that he is gone. 
          	But I’m trying to get through each day, I know I’ll never truly be okay. My dad meant the world to me and I just wished I would have had more time with him. Don’t take your time with loved ones for granted. You will miss them dearly when they are gone.
          	 Please wait for me, while I try to heal my broken heart. Writing is my escape and I’m just trying to find my way back. Y'alls positive feedback has always made me feel better and I hope to return soon.<3

Babujr

@sleepwalker Hi, I know it's kinda late to say this but I'm really sorry about your dad, keep hanging in there you'll be okay
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NarryNut1211

It is very heard today loose a parent. I think it is even harder at a young age. I lost my dad suddenly due to an accident at the age of 20. I can understand where you are mentally and emotionally. Just take it one day at a time or even minute by minute. Speaking from experience it does get easier to get through a day as time passes. Your dad may be gone but he will never be forgotten and will always live on in your heart. 
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onedopegirl

@sleepwalker 
          	  Sorry for yours loss, i know how it feels to loose a parent. I lost my dad when i was 3, i dont remember much of him and it hurts till this day. But i know it'll get better, it may take time, alot of time but you'll be able to accept it. I understand how you feel and if you ever need to talk i'm here, even if it's to just listen. I started reading your books a while ago and i'll wait for the rest. I dont care how long it takes. Take as much time as you need.
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AKBOOKSLTD

Hey hope it’s ok to promote my book on your page totally fine it’s it’s not since this is me formally asking. My book is a fanfic, bi/gay story rooted in current pop culture and the standards to society today. I update 3-4 times a week so plan on being entertained. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/371218175?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=AKBOOKSLTD

nanalikook123

Hello, I hope you are doing good. I was holding my phone against my chest and as well talking to my sis. After the chat I looked at my phone and surprisingly part one of (nothing is expected or was it not, I was pretty intrigued with knowing more about you and maybe forget; that happens quite often)was plastered on my phone. I saw your note, I think you're pretty cool. I downloaded it with the intention of reading it later. So, I went into your dm and saw your other works and also learnt of your loss. You lost your father about three years ago so I am not so sure how you are feeling right now and I hope I am not digging up old emotions. I haven't lost a family member and even when I lost they're like distant relatives and not quite like yours.
          
          But I think I know how it felt, like something died inside of you, you don't feel happy anymore or have any will to engage in things you enjoy before. That feeling is quite depressing like they say you get to know the worth of something when it's gone. but I want to tell you this, you deserve to be happy, I know quite well that when you lost him all those thoughts might be revolving around your mind; I can no longer touch him, talk to him, eat with him, that's he is really gone, no coming back.
          
           But I think you have something with you and that's your memories of your father; cherish it and I know you would and his presence naturally follows, like he is always around you everywhere.
          
          Continue with your daily work and smile( if you want to but it's better to) and be happy, also meet with new people.
          I think I am being intrusive, intruding into your private affairs. I had no idea why I did it, naturally I am not this kind of person.
          But I sincerely hope it helps. You are good.
          
          

nanalikook123

@nanalikook123 nothing is expected. I have checked it
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justunspoken

Hi, I just finished your story Better than Myself it’s amazing and I’m almost done with Its a Beautiful Life, just hoping you are doing well and are safe throughout the whole pandemic, I’m sorry for your lose Ik how it feels but I hope you are doing well, even though I’m just only one measly person I hope you are healing and are taking all the time you need!! 

Dawn7230

Hello, i red you message about your loss a while ago and decided not to write to you right away because I know that nothing you can say in such circumstancies can do anything. I ’ve been through this in my teen age with my grandma who practicly raised me so I know the pain you’ve been through. And I know also that with time it will be less painfull slowly. When you will be ready to post new stories I would like to know if you will make the story about Hector and the one about Peter ( Adrian and Jesse ’s son ). I will not ask you when but if ? You may need much more time to rebuilt yourself. I will wait (and I am sure I am not the only one to do so) for you to be ready to write again, because your writing  make me change in so many ways it brings me so many things that I think it will a great loss for us if you decided to stop. Hoping your doing a little better by now and waiting for your new books !

sleepwalker

Hi everyone, 
          I know a lot of you have been wondering when I going to start updating again. Especially Bash and Benji or Peter’s story.  I plan on finishing them, I want these stories to happen. I had been working hard on them. Making sure they are the best y'all deserve. I made new covers and changed the title. More than a kiss, is now More Than You Know (Benji & Bash’s story) Bittersweet Love, is now Better with You. (Peter’s story) I'm confident in the changes I made and knew it better than I had originally planned.
          Unfortunately, I stopped writing and lost the drive to work on them when my dad fell ill. My world just stopped, anything I was excited about disappeared. I prayed he would get better, but he didn’t. 
          Earlier this year, my dad died. It was unexpected, He was fine when I saw him. He was laughing and joking like always. Never did I think that was the last time I would see him alive. Even now I still can't believe he is gone. It hurts and I miss him so much. I’m just so sad and angry right now, it’s not fair. He shouldn't be gone; I wasn’t ready for him to go. I miss his corny jokes, I miss him annoying me, but most of all I miss his love for us. 
          It has been hard, there are days I just want to scream and cuss god out for taking my dad. There are so many bad people in this world. Why couldn’t he take someone else, why did it have to be my dad. I so desperately want him back, but I know he can’t come back. That I need to let go so he can rest in peace, but its just so hard to accept that he is gone. 
          But I’m trying to get through each day, I know I’ll never truly be okay. My dad meant the world to me and I just wished I would have had more time with him. Don’t take your time with loved ones for granted. You will miss them dearly when they are gone.
           Please wait for me, while I try to heal my broken heart. Writing is my escape and I’m just trying to find my way back. Y'alls positive feedback has always made me feel better and I hope to return soon.<3

Babujr

@sleepwalker Hi, I know it's kinda late to say this but I'm really sorry about your dad, keep hanging in there you'll be okay
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NarryNut1211

It is very heard today loose a parent. I think it is even harder at a young age. I lost my dad suddenly due to an accident at the age of 20. I can understand where you are mentally and emotionally. Just take it one day at a time or even minute by minute. Speaking from experience it does get easier to get through a day as time passes. Your dad may be gone but he will never be forgotten and will always live on in your heart. 
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onedopegirl

@sleepwalker 
            Sorry for yours loss, i know how it feels to loose a parent. I lost my dad when i was 3, i dont remember much of him and it hurts till this day. But i know it'll get better, it may take time, alot of time but you'll be able to accept it. I understand how you feel and if you ever need to talk i'm here, even if it's to just listen. I started reading your books a while ago and i'll wait for the rest. I dont care how long it takes. Take as much time as you need.
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