system failure

i'm probably going to retitle the book "uncertainty" i kind of hate it but i don't know what else to call it because i'm actually terrible at coming up with titles

i've been writing more recently but it's really shitty but i'm gonna publish some of the stuff that's not the worst of the worst, so have fun with that.... i'm still having a hard time with finding inspiration and i'm finding it difficult to focus on day to day stuff especially since the funeral, i'm feeling extremely apathetic so this is great...

hi y’all I’m having a rough ass time rn, I just recently found out an old friend of mine died from a drug overdose and I’m sort of contemplating my existence, so I’m really sorry if I’m not being super active 

I love him I love him I love him but he doesn’t love me he doesn’t want anything to do with me 

somebody wanna tell me what’s the fucking point to anything 

❤

I write what I feel and I am feeling a lot but I can’t express it and when I do it all sounds the same bc it’s all about him and how much I love him but I can’t be with him ,,, I’m very upset 

Hello there, if you have time, please take a chance to read "Paper Doll", a poetry collection written by yours truly. It is about the unreal fantasies happening in real life. That's right, a series of poems/proses/quotes which all have their own uniqueness; an anthology written by a doll who writes in the corner in silence. Thank you once again, and i do hope you have a fantabulous day!
          
          Click to read the book! This is the second account. Thank you for taking your time to read this random blurb.
          https://my.w.tt/UiNb/vga0jH4RVN

idk what’s going on w wattpad,,, bc I know that my newly published story (which y’all should check out even tho it’s only one chapter) only has like 5 views but on the cover page it says it has over 50. What’s going on? What the fuck??

I’m having such bad anxiety I can’t sleep lol