so i was in this vc and like two other people came in and also they couldn't hear me well and from ":D" i went to ":(" and just muted myself and contemplated leaving then finally left, because im insecure about my English since i dont really speak it and instead type it and im constantly afraid they never understand what I'm saying since it's been happening a lot all the times we've been talking. don't get me wrong, i love them, i love listening to them talk and talking to them, but my mood just drops due to anxiety and nervousness. i dont think they noticed either I'm just a mutual to them. i hate it. ok im done ranting now.