Right now, my mind is whirling on what to say, and how to react.
It's like you came as a present on holiday and learned my story and put me back together like lego pieces you didn't even own, but now you do. You do. My lego pieces are yours to keep, to hold, to take.
I didn't know I'd be falling for you, that you'd make me laugh so easily, so fast. I hated life before you. Now, I feel like there's something to live for, and in a way that scares me. You're perfect, and you deserve better because nobody deserves somebody who's falling apart like me. But you say I deserve you, and I don't know how to react, because nobody's ever made me feel this way just quite like you have.
When you call me things that are names of endearment I can't help but blush, but I can't let you know that because you'd make fun of me, and I'd be okay with that but in another way I wouldn't, because blushing is my only way of saying thankyou.
And when I'm crying or feeling emotional you're always somehow there despite everything you're going through as well, and oh my god, I feel like I deserve you. For once, I feel like I deserve someone as good and whole as you and that makes my head spin.
I send you links and bits of things that I'm watching because inside I'm wondering how much they relate to what I want us to be, and what we already are, are becoming.
Right now, my mind is whirling on what to say, and how to react.
I think I might love you.