@sloth12347 as you should. I know sometimes it's easier to pretend that everything is okay because you don't want to be a burden to anyone or you're scared how everyone will react... But if you're not okay, you're not okay. It is never too late to seek help if you need it. I hope everything's going to be okay. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. But I believe in you, and you don't have to do this alone. It's time to tell people how you really feel and I support you <3