sloyloy

n I've been waiting for an answer, but it won't come tonight

sloyloy

these days are hard, i started to think of her n memories came back to my mind, maybe i left her first but uts hard, i start to cry, im feeling bad cuz i cant say anything, im scared from being a Date in our conversation, this is the day 15 since i left her, it feels like a black whole growing inside me, i miss her so much i feel like im dead rn without her, i see our old conversation n i cried a lot, maybe this my decision but its killing me, its sf hard cuz she wont back, im afraid of starting a new year without her im so afraid, im dying cuz i cant do anything just hurting myself...