this message may be offensive
TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, SELF HARM
okay, so, with everything thats going on on my tiktok right now has really taken a toll and I can't deal right now, I'm trying to write to keep myself occupied but it hasn't worked, I'm sorry if the next chapter takes a while, but with whats happened, I'm finding it hard to even get out of bed.
If you don't know, I've been told to k*s because I don't like Cho Chang, and apparently I'm racist because of this. The whole thing has fucked me up because, like I said on my tiktok, I've been struggling with that for a few years and I'm trying my hardest to resist the urges, so I'm sorry if the chapter isn't out as soon as it usually is! I'm not on my tiktok account, it's not me, but I'm the one posting, just not replying to comments!
I was clean for a while but this whole thing has brought everything back, I haven't been doing the best because of the whole situation. Telling me I'm pathetic and jealous didn't bother me, but when people started telling me to k*s, thats when it hit hard, please just be careful with what you say to people, especially about suic!de because I've been called racist and a lot of other things for not liking Cho Chang because she kissed Harry in front of Cedrics picture, and that hit me the hardest, because, I know I wouldn't hurt a fly and being called 'racist' and 'homophobic' (not sure where that one came from) and get the comment 'K!ll yourself, you bitch' has really fucked me up today.
So, if you are on my tiktok, then Its not me replying to comments, I'm posting, but not the one replying to comments!
Love you all,
-'H' xoxo