leo <3

taylor+shiva=the literal best thing

I LOVE U, AIN'T THAT THE WORST THING U EVER HEARD?

trying to talk yourself out of committing bc there's nobody in your life who cares enough to notice anything <<<<<<<

i legit can keep my eyes open rn bc of how fucking tired i am but i got to talk to her all night so worth it

i just want to go one day without my brain telling me to kill myself

i hate intrusive thoughts so fucking much

gotta love when you're so fucking annoying that even your grandma doesn't want to talk to you

gotta love when you feel so lonely that you start crying bc you tried talking to people and they all told you to fuck off :')

it's the fact that i need serious mental help but i chase away all suicidal thoughts and thoughts of relapsing on sh and an ed by doing makeup and reading wattpad for me, like this shit is getting very concerning at this point

it's the fact that i want to kms rn bc u have an exam tomorrow and i've studied all week but i still can't remember anything for me