slut4women26

Trigger warning: SUi .
          	So basically this will be a little vent... 
          	I think I wanna k*ll myself. I feel like I just wanna give up  because of well.. I feel odd like I don’t belong here and some self hatred reasons.But I can’t bring myself to do it.. it’ll feel selfish and petty because it’s not something I should do it over. But I just don’t feel like I belong here anymore , like what’s the point? I literally can’t do anything right. 
          	 I sometimes think about in 2020 when my cousin got shot and passed away , it’s crazy because  weeks before that I got shot (by accident , it came through my house) anyways I look back at it sometimes and think like why didn’t you just take me instead ? Ppl would say im lucky to be alive but am I? Ik that sounds so selfish but sometimes I wish we could’ve swapped places… but yep if someone would actually read this can you please give me advice.

slut4women26

I’m doing much better now I just actually had my prom and graduation so I’ve been pretty busy . But thx for the reminder
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slut4women26

Ty sm bby :( ! You def made my night
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Babydani444

@slut4women26 Im aware this was over a year ago. but still...
          	  Im very glad you are still with us on earth<3
          	  Maybe life and those around you may not make you feel like it, but you are special,VERY deserving of love, and should be able to be happy. You are so much more then your shortcomings.
          	   I hope and pray that you find everything you could ever want and need out of life<3
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slut4women26

Trigger warning: SUi .
          So basically this will be a little vent... 
          I think I wanna k*ll myself. I feel like I just wanna give up  because of well.. I feel odd like I don’t belong here and some self hatred reasons.But I can’t bring myself to do it.. it’ll feel selfish and petty because it’s not something I should do it over. But I just don’t feel like I belong here anymore , like what’s the point? I literally can’t do anything right. 
           I sometimes think about in 2020 when my cousin got shot and passed away , it’s crazy because  weeks before that I got shot (by accident , it came through my house) anyways I look back at it sometimes and think like why didn’t you just take me instead ? Ppl would say im lucky to be alive but am I? Ik that sounds so selfish but sometimes I wish we could’ve swapped places… but yep if someone would actually read this can you please give me advice.

slut4women26

I’m doing much better now I just actually had my prom and graduation so I’ve been pretty busy . But thx for the reminder
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slut4women26

Ty sm bby :( ! You def made my night
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Babydani444

@slut4women26 Im aware this was over a year ago. but still...
            Im very glad you are still with us on earth<3
            Maybe life and those around you may not make you feel like it, but you are special,VERY deserving of love, and should be able to be happy. You are so much more then your shortcomings.
             I hope and pray that you find everything you could ever want and need out of life<3
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