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I feel so bad 'cause I'm spending less and less time here on wattpad, and like- I'm kind of losing interest in the things I used to love too
          
          I love reading, but lately I barely do, not books, not fictions, not mangas
          
          I love writing, but lately everything I write makes me feel sad
          
          I love drawing, but lately whatever I draw sucks
          
          I love movies, series, cartoons, animes but lately I feel like I'm always on my phone, wasting my time
          
          I love sleeping, but lately I sleep little and it sucks too, and I wake up tired as hell
          
          I love music, but lately not even music itself is helping
          
          I love going out, staying in the open, with nature, but lately I want to stay in, curled on the couch in my pajama
          
          I love talking, but lately I don't wanna talk to anyone
          
          I love math, english, history, but lately even just trying to study feels heavy
          
          I hate this :/

also, she yearned for 20 years btw

SHE CALLED HER.
          
          AFTER ANDY LEFT, EMILY CALLED HER.
          
          SHE WANTED TO BE FRIENDS</3
          
          FUCK, I CAN'T ADD ANOTHER FUCKING SHIP TO MY READING LISTS, DAMN IT
          
          

Did you go to the Conan gray concert?? 

I haven't talked to you in a while. Hi! I just thought of you when I was listening to 1 step forward, 3 steps back by Olivia Rodrigo the other day

I'm genuinely so in love with Rachel Mcadams, dude..
          
          she's such a sweetie and so so pretty, and she's GREAT
          
          

HI NEW BESTIEEEE

see my vision, Killer Queen by Mad Tsai with Regina George and Janis Ian from Mean Girls.
          
          first part Regina, second Janis and the last Regina again, or both

coneheaded so hard that my topic for my exam thesis is conan gray.

when I grow up I want a wlw version of what Allie and Noah had
          
          kinda unrealistic since when I'll be their age it'll be like 2031, and seeing how things are going in 2026 I doubt there will be a 2031
          
          and also 'cause this generation kind of sucks :/
          
          but I really want what Noah and Allie had with someone