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Speaking on that, I got into theater!!!!

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October cannon has happened to me
          
          Caveman style
          
          Me like this boy, me think "oh we're in same league of ugly/beautiful". Wrong. He has gf.
          I say okay and give up on ever talking to him. 
          Me become friend with his friend that is girl, not his girlfriend.
          She introduce me and they nice.
          I sit at lunch with two boys, one girl plus me.
          I would never go for a guy with gf.
          So my eyes only see him as friend now.
          Then...
          Other guy at table, I talk.
          We walk. We walk class. Class on same halls.
          We talk, I ask for insta. He give. Me get giddy.
          We talk over weekend.
          I come Monday. I sit lunch table. I hear my friend girl say he has gf. My jaw drops and my chest aches.
          Me cry bathroom stall, me no feel like I fit in.
          Me no cry over boy, me cry cuz me no feel like me fit in.