I want friends my own age, that don't just live in my mind.
I want friends my own age that care about me.
I want friends my own age that like me, because none of the ones I pull seem to.
I want friends my own age.
I want to be able to go out to eat by myself without being judged by my weight.
I want to laugh until I cry, without the weird looks.
I want to go walking alone at night in a country field.
I want to be healthy.
I want to stop crying myself to sleep every night, and every time she asks how I slept, say fine.
I want to stop saying I'm okay when I'm crying a river that no one sees.
I want to be hugged.
I want to clean my room and keep it clean for more than a day.
I want a relationship I fear and know won't ever come to me.
I want to believe it when someone says their okay, because I hate it when people are sad.
I want to fix my friends problems.
I want to become an author.
And most of all...
I just want to be happy.