Hello world.... 
I would just like to let you know that I'm a complete wreck. I don't have my life together. I'm not gifted with much. I am crazy. I am a fangirl of so many fandoms like most of my crazy amazing friends. I am broken. So if you want to learn what a real reality is for a teen girl, if you want the honest, hard truth about how crazy life is, then, my friend, you are in the right place. I don't want your pity or advice. I want someone to read and understand how I feel. That's what everyone is searching for anyway: for someone to listen to them. For ANYONE to glimpse into their broken soul and be able to identify with it. We search for healing through other's pain ( which I find incredibly ironic by the way). So please, read. Enjoy. Identify. And above all, find the healing and closure in what meager words I can offer to all the mutilated spirits out there. Listen to the beats of my heart, because it will be on every page; my words the very blood gushing from it...