Hi guys,
I just wanted to have a full disclosure moment with you guys, cause you have been so supportive and I think I owe you as much.
The other day my husband found a chapter open on my laptop and went 'oh you're writting again!'
And he was so excited and pleased by it that I just knew it wasn't juts the fact that I was writting again, it was about what it represented for me.
For the past couple of months I've been in a really dark place, a lot of things changed really drastically for me and around me that I became detached with myself, with who I am. And because my writing is a big part of who I am I became detached with that part of myself and I think it suffered the most. I would spend hours just looking at my laptop and trying to reconnect with the universe in my mind and soul but I just couldn't, it felt foreign and very far away.
Relocating, no friends, all new people, trying to find a new job, stress eating, gaining over 10kg... All that sort of just dug my hole deeper till I felt like I couldn't really get up.
I recently started working out again, developing new skills and honing old ones. Thanks to a lot of work and support from my partner, I am in a much better place. So recently I started reading my stories again, and reconnecting with my characters and my universe. I'm finally at a place where I feel brave enough to attempt writting again. And I know you have been so patient with me already... But I must ask you to be patient a little while longer while I get on my feet... And hopefully I'll have more chapters for you soon...
God that was long I'm so sorry. But I just had to say something, and I'm glad I did.
I love you all.
