I don’t think I’m actually pan- I took it into consideration and came to terms with myself that I don’t actually have a romantic attraction to men. I guess I just assumed that bc I really like fictional men or think some men are just attractive, I don’t know if that really says anything to what I’m attracted to. But I can never imagined being in a romantic relationship with a man, nor having feelings for one. I rly thought I had it all figured out, apparently not and I’m back at square one. Starting to think I’m actually just a lesbian who was in denial for a long time, I don’t like going through this bc now my head just hurts from being confused on my identity. I’ll give it some more time so I can fully understand myself and not have to constantly wonder wtf is happening with my brain. But ya, that’s something