smallartist

I am back only to say that I am leaving Wattpad. I've been gone for a while and I keep coming back telling myself that I will work on another story but the inspiration never came back. Maybe this is the longest writer's block I've ever had. I will forever love writing and I will keep writing. I just can't continue writing something I don't like anymore, something I lost interest to. I have thought about this many times, I was too scared to leave. I didn't want to leave all of you because I have met really lovely people through this website. Nicole, Dannie, Nessa and Agent Dragon Breath (funny how I never got your name and maybe will forever be a mystery - it's also so strange, what if we meet in the future and I will never know that you owned an army of Christmas trees). I really enjoyed talking to all of you and I am forever overwhelmed by your support. Kiss and Make Up (a book I'm super embarrassed about) got into the Watty Awards in 2011. It's crazy to think how many people read it and actually liked it (and it's probably a bit disappointing that I don't). I guess I just want to say I'm leaving because I want to move on. I can't keep this holding me back feeling like I owe you all because you're all so lovely and nice and I am really, really thankful that I shared something with all of you. I just want to move on from being that cheesy writer who writes embarrassingly cheesy fics. I am heartbroken and I am sure I will regret this for a long time but I feel like I need to move forward. This could also be a challenge I set up for myself, because I'm one of those overly emotional people who can't let go of anything. Maybe this decision is stupid but this is what I feel I need to do now. Thank you for all of you. You're all so awesome! @narrate @FearmydragonbreathXD @xxNessa21xx @BluePandaBear22

xxNessa21xx

o_0! You can't leave! Btw, I didn't realize you changed your username & everything. I was like looking for your old username haha and I couldn't find it! :)) I feel stupid now but I'll miss you & your stories!
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FearmydragonbreathXD

I understand completely. Its kind of gone the same way for me. It was nice meeting such a wonderful nice person like you on here, you really helped made my wattpad experience a great one, so many great memories with the plans and my hatred towards Sam ahah, and I shall always remember and love Phoenix and Shealeen <3 It was great meeting and talking to you, and I wish you the very best with your writing <33333
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FearmydragonbreathXD

I've actually sort of left wattpad long ago but i just came back to check on wattpad again since its been so long and it notified me about your status!
          And yes! Of course i remember Kiss and Make Up, and team Sheanix and all of my now very embarrassing comments, oh dear.
          But you should defo return to writing if you want to! Even if its just for yourself.

smallartist

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG ALL THESE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS BUBBLING UP INSIDE ME! Haha yeah I've been thinking about it, I've been writing a lot of tiny dialogues but they just never seem to find home in stories. It's a goal to try and gain that confidence to post stories online again!
            
            I hope you're well! Send my regards to Giant Christmas Tree! :D
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smallartist

I am back only to say that I am leaving Wattpad. I've been gone for a while and I keep coming back telling myself that I will work on another story but the inspiration never came back. Maybe this is the longest writer's block I've ever had. I will forever love writing and I will keep writing. I just can't continue writing something I don't like anymore, something I lost interest to. I have thought about this many times, I was too scared to leave. I didn't want to leave all of you because I have met really lovely people through this website. Nicole, Dannie, Nessa and Agent Dragon Breath (funny how I never got your name and maybe will forever be a mystery - it's also so strange, what if we meet in the future and I will never know that you owned an army of Christmas trees). I really enjoyed talking to all of you and I am forever overwhelmed by your support. Kiss and Make Up (a book I'm super embarrassed about) got into the Watty Awards in 2011. It's crazy to think how many people read it and actually liked it (and it's probably a bit disappointing that I don't). I guess I just want to say I'm leaving because I want to move on. I can't keep this holding me back feeling like I owe you all because you're all so lovely and nice and I am really, really thankful that I shared something with all of you. I just want to move on from being that cheesy writer who writes embarrassingly cheesy fics. I am heartbroken and I am sure I will regret this for a long time but I feel like I need to move forward. This could also be a challenge I set up for myself, because I'm one of those overly emotional people who can't let go of anything. Maybe this decision is stupid but this is what I feel I need to do now. Thank you for all of you. You're all so awesome! @narrate @FearmydragonbreathXD @xxNessa21xx @BluePandaBear22

xxNessa21xx

o_0! You can't leave! Btw, I didn't realize you changed your username & everything. I was like looking for your old username haha and I couldn't find it! :)) I feel stupid now but I'll miss you & your stories!
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FearmydragonbreathXD

I understand completely. Its kind of gone the same way for me. It was nice meeting such a wonderful nice person like you on here, you really helped made my wattpad experience a great one, so many great memories with the plans and my hatred towards Sam ahah, and I shall always remember and love Phoenix and Shealeen <3 It was great meeting and talking to you, and I wish you the very best with your writing <33333
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