@smashthat I keep thinking I'm going to wake up. That its all a nightmare. I keep thinking about the good times we had together, and even the bad. I hate that the last time I saw you, I was angry and through your wallet at you, but I have to thank God that we were able to become friends again before he decided to bring you home. We had so many plans that I couldn't wait for, and the selfish part of me feels left and alone. Who will I text all day? Who will I vent to? Who is going to break out in song with me in the middle of a grocery store? I miss you so much. I keep thinking you are going to text me. But I will try to smile about the good times instead of crying. I love you Shy and miss you everyday. Fly high for you are now free of stress and hurt. You will live on through the pages of your books. When its my turn , greet me at the gates. Until we meet again my friend.