low expectations are the best expectations

someone please murder me I have like 67 tests this week and finals are in two weeks and I'm testing my juvenile field moves this weekend (I figure skate) and the spring show is next weekend and I'm almost failing math. 

my WONDERFUL speech teacher moved all of the speeches to tomorrow even though I'm supposed to go NEXT TUESDAY so I have roughly twelve hours to put together an entire fifteen minute debate and my laptop deleted all of my notes. everything is great. 

i got my wish. it rained 15 inches last night with more on the way. jfc i just wanted no school not the damn apocalypse.

i REFUSE to let it stop raining. I REFUSE.

I'm actually writing something!!! 
          not necessarily any of the fics I should be working on but hey it's something it's all a process. 

it's been so long since ive done anything. but i will. i have six free hours with nothing to do so im gonna try to churn something out. this has just turned into my self motivation page. 

restarted frwl for the sixth time. this is the last time. i know how im gonna do it this time, more or less. i will finish it i promise. theres not even any point in apologizing at this point.

AM I THE KNLY ONE IN FUCKING TEARS BECAUSE MICHAEL IS LEAVING. I. CANT. I. LOVE. TONY. TONY NO STAY FOREVER. 
          

...could wattpad stop updating please? maybe? just this once?

Just gonna send this request for help out there one more time. Please please please please please if anyone at all has even the slightest interest in helping me with From Russia With Love please please please let me know. I've made a little bit of headway on it but I could really use a second head.