Was reading the drafts of the book today and honestly..... I miss them so much....
I started writing this book with nothing but immense love in my heart for my characters and their world. I just wanted to create a place of my own– where they could live the moments, emotions, chaos and love I always imagined for them.
Some scenes were cliché, some weird, some messy, but.... they're still mine. My creations. My imagination. My vision. My little world.
And even now... there is something. Many things, actually, that are holding me back from giving them what I always wanted to. From completing their journey the way I always dreamed of. Their moments. Their growth. Their happily ever after I've always envisioned for them.
I don't know how to explain it to you guys, how to get that spark back, or how to look past all those things that are making everything feel difficult.
But one thing I do know is that I still love them deeply. And somewhere inside me, I still want to give my babies everything I once promised to. I just... don't know how yet.......