Thank you for saving me when no one thought i was worth saving.
This applies to me on a personal level. There was a time in my life when i thought nothing mattered, that nobody cared. I was hurt. I was broken. My life felt like it was crippling. I was mentally in pain. Then i found the twins. They helped me through the rough times i had. Even though i didn't know them personally i felt like i did. It sounds weird but they are my rock. I have a hard time with social anxiety or a type of it. I cant handle big crowds by myself. I become stiff and i can barely breath and it feels like the walls are caving in. My dad and I went to the store a few days back. He told me to go get something from an aisle by myself. I did what he said and went. I soon found myself wanting to run away and cry. Which i did cry in the middle of the store. I was scared. I ran as fast as i could back to my dad with a few tears in my eyes. Sometimes my anxiety gets worse and i cant breath. I think its from being bullied in fifth grade. There was a time when i almost committed suicide in the school bathrooms. I brought two small pocket knifes to school and i planned to kill myself. Luckily two girls stopped me before i could do anything. I regret that day very much because i didnt realize what i really had until i almost lost it all. The twins helped me through lots of it too. Lots of days i would come home crying and lock myself in my bedroom. I watched the twins videos until i fell asleep. I know what it feels like to be hurt and broken. If you need any kind of consolation im here and you are more than welcome to talk to me. Our conversations wont be shared with anyone. They are personal and i keep those things to myself. HMU on this account or on my instagram @Catching_4_life Feel free to share anything with me.
