smirksinlarry
OMG GUYSS!! I FINALLY DID IT. MY VERY FIRST POEM VOICE OVER.
Would love your support ❤️
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DFS7jiHz-fF/?igsh=anc0ZjdmMHQ2a3Jr
smirksinlarry
smirksinlarry
Check this out guys-
https://www.wattpad.com/1510906281-the-poet%27s-curse-poems-curse
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ObviouslySwiftie28
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!
IwoRkinAbaKreH
HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYYY <333. I HOPE YOU HAVE AN INCREDIBLE AND AMAZING DAYYY!!!
-loveharry-4ever-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!!
smirksinlarry
Hi, it's my birthday today :D
smirksinlarry
@Nicolinestylinson @Thetommo2307 @Irisnile Thankyou sooo muchhh❤️ i did end up having an amazing day :D <33
Thetommo2307
Hey love, how are you?? I just wanted to check in on you, with all the stuff going on rn. I hope you're doing okay<3
Thetommo2307
@smirksinlarry I don't know honestly. I kind of don't acknowledge it, like I don't believe it and in my head he's still alive but I know he's not. I try not to think about it too much because I know it'll just make me sad and some days, it all just crashes down on me and I cry for hours. I'm getting by though. I guess that's what matters
smirksinlarry
@Thetommo2307 @Thetommo2307 hey, thanks for checking in, i'm better now, had to take a break from social media cuz too much was happening and i just couldn't see the same updates everywhere. and going away for a while really helped. thankyou so much for checking in on me, it means the world to me, really.<3 how are you now and how have you been coping with all this?
smirksinlarry
Okay i need help y'all.
Story time-
Okay so i, my friends and some other people from my class went for an outing today (there was a common friend). And i met this guy. Now, he's super cute and seemed really sweet. And i think he did try flirting a bit (can't be really sure tho cuz what if he was talking normally and it was all just my delulu)
But the things is, I'm thinking about texting him that i thought he was cute and all yk?
But I'm so scared and not really sure if i should actually do it. And we only have two more offline classes and then we may not meet again.
We (as in all of us who had went today) have made some plans for the next class and idk i just think that if i do text him and it goes well, we'll have two days to check if the vibe matches, but if not, thwn two days of awkwardness and misery ig....idk what to dooooo???!!!! TOT
And i dont even know if he's single or likes someone or whatever yk?! Not to mention i haven't done something like this before....
I just dont kniw what to fkn do??? TOT
And i dont really think that i have a shot w him TOT
What do i do? Should i text time today? Or should i wait for another outing (there will be other girls from their group that day) and see if he talks the similar way to others as well?
Should i just go for it??!!! WHAT TO FKN DOOOO??? TOT
(okay firstly if you've read till here, thankyou soooo muchhh, ily. And secondly, imma put up a random "choose" on the message after this one (one option containing for me to text him and the other to not) so please go and choose one, thankyouuuu smmmm)
smirksinlarry
@Thetommo2307 yeah he replied earlier today saying that he found me cute too but that he was going through a heart break rn and thus wasn't in the right head space and that it wouldn't be fair to bring me into this mess. (Also asked me to focuz on my studies. Welp-) But to be fair its actually good that it was a no cuz i don't really have the strength to deal with that kinda mess. I also kinda knew that it was gonna be a "no" (cuz of my own insecurities about me tho) but i still wanted to go through w it so that I'll gain the confidence yk? (And laso to bw able to atop my delulu scenarios and focus on my exams once amd for all, and ngl, it did kinda worked, really great too)
Thetommo2307
@smirksinlarry OH MY GOD BABES IM SO HAPPY YOU WENT THROUGH WITH IT, DID YOU GET A REPLY YET???
smirksinlarry
@Thetommo2307 and thankyou sm for yhe text framing btw, it was great and that's actually what i ended up using (w a bit of personal touch ofcourse) but really thankyou sm❤️
Thetommo2307
BABES LOUIS IS COMING TO INDIA NEXT YEAR DID YOU HEAR AKAHAKSKALLAHSAMALNSHDMQDMFB
smirksinlarry
@Thetommo2307 thankyou sm❤️ Also, breaks after exams>>> Have fun and give your brain plenty of rest so that you'll be able to jump back in for the next half with the required energy :)
Thetommo2307
@smirksinlarry good luck with your studies and your collage forms and stuff, those can be pretty stressful. my last exam was yesterday and now im officially on a much needed break :)
smirksinlarry
@Thetommo2307 see? thats greattt. i'm so glad that you have such people in your life that make you feel at ease, and good job about the kannada exam (tho i've no idea about kannada, and the maximum i know about it is from the class 9th english chapter, Grandmother at Sisty-six by Sudha Murthy(she's a kannada writer or the story was simply just scheduled in a village with kannada as the main language) but that's all ik know about it. are the remaining 3 exams over yet? how are they going? and thanks for reminding me that Dushera is almost here, it's getting a bit to realistic the exam registration forms, the festivals and the college forms we have to fill in advance, it's a lil too much but i'm hanging there and tho i had got a bit of a gap in my studies these past few days, i will try to lift it back up to an acceptable level, starting tomorrow, wish me luck :)