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Yo wtf did y'all love so much about Murder Husbands? XD I'm rereading some parts and cringing at my own writing. Thank God I've improved LMAO

So I've been looking back at murder husbands, and gosh if I were to ever rewrite it, that ending would be the main priority. I really wish I'd shown just how much of Alastor's sanity had gone out the window by then. Yeah, he's a killer, but he still loved Vincent and generally had a life outside of that. It would have been nice if I'd explored more of how he became more obsessed with killing and cannibalism to be willing to sacrifice his entire relationship with his husband just to claim a high ranking spot in hell. And also why was that his main priority at the time? Why did a man in his 30s feel the need to secure his place in hell? He had plenty of life left in him. 
          Yeah, there's a lot I'd fix now, and I'm realizing this as I work through my own creepypasta rewrites. Like why would Jeff kill Liu if he loved his brother yk? Something has to drive a person over the edge to be willing to sacrifice the ones they love for whatever crazy bullshish they are into. I guess the rewrites and recent fics of mine are really having me think through some stuff lmaoooo

So... how we feeling after I dropped a random one-shot outta nowhere :)

Hey, deers.
          This account has been a part of my life for a while now, and I've met some wonderful people through it. Whether you've been here since the beginning or just stumbled across my stories recently, thank you for reading, commenting, and sharing this space with me.
          For personal reasons, I've decided it's time for me to step away from this account. This isn't a dramatic farewell or a sudden decision—just a chapter of my life coming to a close. I'll leave the account here so y'all can continue reading the stories you love, but I no longer share that love for them the way I once did.
          The stories, memories, and experiences I've had here will always mean something to me, and I'm grateful for everyone who supported my writing along the way. But I can no longer see this place the way I used to. It's bittersweet in a way. It hurts, but I no longer wish to be a part of it.
          That said, I'm still writing. Stories have always been important to me, and I don't think that'll ever change. I'm simply choosing to continue that journey elsewhere on Wattpad. If you find me, congrats. But I'm starting fresh on my own terms.
          Thank you for everything.
          Take care,
          Nilly

I just want to let you know that you’re the reason I’m now hooked on both MurderMedia and Radiostadic/silence and also inspired me to write a MurderMedia fanfic of my own cause there isn’t enough representation of them in my opinion and it needed one more. 

Hello, my deers!!!
          Here is the one-shot as promised! This one... it feels like a full circle for me. My love for fanfiction started with Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell. I related to Cath so much. Even now as I'm about to start college, I feel the way she did. I can relate so much to her. 
          When I was like 14 or 15, I first read Fangirl and based on what I knew from that book, I wrote a Simon Snow fanfic. And I loved it. Then I got Rainbow Rowell's Simon Snow trilogy and I spent an entire year handwriting a bunch of SnowBaz fics. After that it was The Maze Runner. Then Twilight. Then other series. But I took a break.
          I started up again in 2024. I wrote a fnaf fanfic and a MHA fic. Then came Hazbin Hotel. And Hazbin lasted a long time. After Hazbin was Cookie Run Kingdom and Bungo Stray Dogs. And after BSD came Tokyo Revengers. Now I am back to Hazbin Hotel. And I love it. But this one-shot... it brings me back to when I was 14-15 yrs old. You see, I wrote about Simon and Baz. But I never wrote about Cath and Levi. so here I am with a Fangirl fanfic. And tbh? It's so fitting. It's a perfect fit considering where my life is heading now.
          idk what's in store for me next, but I'm ready for this. (Go ahead, my hazbins. Go ahead and sing. Yk you want to.)
          Thank y'all so much for your support. I really appreciate all the reads, comments, and votes. I promise I won't disappear forever. My writing is just gonna slow down a bit.
          I love y'all so much!!! 
          Kisses, darlings <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/406486032-between-chapters

Hello, my deers!!!✨
          So Upside Down will be getting a sequel eventually. You’ll get to see more of Alastor’s darker side as well as some familiar faces like Mimzy, Vincent, and possibly even Niffty. 
          I start college tomorrow so my speed in posting will slow down. So I have a one-shot I’ll be posting tonight so y’all get some food before I disappear.
          I’m really nervous, ngl. This is a pretty big milestone and change for me since I was homeschooled for many years. It’s been over 10 years since I’ve actually had to go to a classroom with other people. And I don’t know how well I’ll actually do. But I’m gonna try my best!
          Kisses, darlings <3

HALLELUJAH!!! We are SO back, my deers!!!
          That's right: your girl is back full force with this next Hazbin Hotel fanfic. And I'm sure many of you will recognize the song too.✨
          Upside Down is Alastor's story. This one is gonna be pretty different from my others, but the cadence and tone should match that of Murder Husbands. It's written in that time period after all. I really hope y'all enjoy this one, cuz college classes start in 12 days, and I'm gonna be pouring my heart into this fic before school drags me away.
          Kisses, darlings <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/405992086-upside-down

I give (human) Vincent a cat. He’s a grey tabby named Shark. What is Vinnie’s reaction?

Dude....omfg how have I not discovered your docs sooner?! At the ungodly hour of 2am I stumbled apon your newest New Years radiostatic fic and....I’m not an emotional reader in the slightest but I cried tears of pure emotion and had to take about 10 minutes to breath before writing this to you. Your words are beyond spectacular, and the way you write just astounds me. And i am utterly impressed by how much you write and despite this, how brilliant each piece is. I hope you know how much your words have moved me and given me an emense feeling of joy in this dark world. And don’t worry...I’ll be sticking around to rant on each of your chapters about how incredible each sentence was. Goodbye for now my dear. (Please bear with my writing, English is not my first language )