smolkota

I've been thinking of posting an original story and I was wondering if any of you would be interested in that? Maybe I should post the first chapter and see what you think?

smolkota

Anyone have any fic recommendations for me? Preferably something with lots of plot, I need something long to read. Thank you~

BrightEyesEren

@smolkota ohoh let's see...
            Crack of Sunlight by PorcelainSky
            Imperfect by Kattalee and Son of a Witch by Kattalee
            Idiosyncratic by Deafening__Silence
            Organic Cigarettes by aspecialdeath
            Fixing Nico by sydneysenpai
            
            so yeah. there's a few o:
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smolkota

I'm really sorry about not updating Mistaken Message yet but my new laptop will be in soon and I just need to edit so expect an update in the next week or so! 
          
          And for those of you following Project LEVI, ;-; sorry it's hit a bit of a road block but I should be able to work past it! .... Hopefully...

smolkota

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Ugh I know this is stupid but honestly I'm really having the least possible motivation for writing anymore. If I'm going to be honest here, I really only started writing to help me learn English, and it's worked. It's worked wonders. 
          
          But I feel well... Unappreciated. 
          
          I know my chapters are short, I know the plots are fucking everywhere but I work hard and I try and I spend hours and hours trying to make sure that the grammar is right and scouring translation dictionaries to make sure I have the right words and I feel like I'm getting nothing in return. I'm lucky to get maybe 1 or 2 votes as I'm seeing fanfictions all around me getting so much more when the writing is, to be brutally honest, hard to understand and have next to no plot. 
          
          At this point I just don't know if I even want to continue writing anymore. I just can't find it within myself to continue when I know that nobody is even enjoying it. 
          
          Sorry.... I just needed to vent....