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hello?? i somehow was able to log back into this account after lots of trying and it feels surreal actually being here?
          
          this whole account feels like a time capsule. i was looking through my stories, the drafts and published ones and the most recent stuff is back from 2019? thats half a year away from being FIVE YEARS ago. what the fuck.
          
          its somehow comforting to read all my depressing and lovey dovey one direction and bts fics, makes me feel like i'm 15 once again.
          
          but a lot has changed in the last 5 years guys!
          i graduated school and finished my apprenticeship and will be working as an official nursery school teacher starting in september. 
          
          during the last years i've also figured out that i'm actually trans and am currently working on transitioning, socially and medically. this realisation has improved my mental health immensely :)
          
          i have no idea how the wattpad community has changed over the last half decade and i dont know if anyone will actually read this?
          
          but if you do, i want to let you know that i really appreciated everyone reading my fanfics. as cringy as they might be reading them now at 21, they have been an important coping mechanism for little teenage me. 
          so thank you and i hope everyone is doing okay x
          
          

hi cutie 

so...how y'all doing?

wassup gays

❤

thoughts about wattpad and making us pay to read books?

lil life update;;
          
          sorry for not being active the last few but as school is now almost over, my motivation is also dead and i just sleep and take naps all day, every day. anyways,,
          its 1am here and today (friday) is my graduation and i'm excited, but also nervous. 
          remember how i asked you guys how i should convience my mum to allow me to wear a suit? well bitches, my gay ass is gonna wear one and will be the only female person there not wearing a dress, so thats kinda the nervous part but yolo (right elif?)
          
          everyone just wish me luck, i bet it'll be fun because i'll see my friends but also SAD as fuck because i'll see my whole class a last time for a long time so :(( 
          
          love u all and thanks for sticking around!!!

PLEASE read my last post ⬇️⬇️⬇️ and give me advice lmao rip tina, her stomach and her graduation 

did any of y'all already got their appendix (hope thats the right word, if not; blame google translations) removed?? if yes, how did y'all notice that its inflamed and where and how strong was the pain?
          
          (hat jemand von euch schon den blinddarm entfernt bekommen? wenn ja, woran habt ihr gemerkt das er entzündet ist bzw wie stark war der schmerz und wo war er genau??)

bub 
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