× monbooboothefool ×

Hello, Smoshyphantrash Followers:
          
          We have been on a spectacular journey for almost 10 years. This account was my safe space, a place where I could exist with no worries and get things off my mind. This site brought me one of my best friends, who’d I would’ve never met if they hadn’t put in a request from me. This has been lovely place for me to share my long evolution of my fandoms and me as a person. From Smosh to Dan and Phil, BTS to Monsta X. As much as I would love to finish all my stories this year, I do not foresee it happening for how busy I now keep myself between work, my social life, and focusing on my major. 
          
          I apologize for being gone for over a year. I thank Jaena for being my moderator during this time. I thank my followers for reading what they have when they have. Unfortunately, all good things must come to an end. I have been struggling with this decision for almost two years now. I really wanted to keep going. I just can’t continue to produce what I used to and as of right now, I do not know when I’ll be able to.
          
          My writing flame died a while ago, I just loved my stories too much to let them go unfinished. But I’d rather make a full departure from this page with unfinished works than produce a chapter or story ending that I will not be proud of. I find that is most respectful of my work than finishing it. I’m sorry if you have been looking forward to an update better than this. From the bottom of my heart, this hurts to do. I apologize sincerely for anyone who has been waiting. I feel I’ve failed to follow through on a promise I made to you all. But one thing is certain, I will not be hiding any of my published works.
          
          I thank you all for being by my side for the past 9 years of my life. You all have made my heart sing in ways I didn’t know it could. Hopefully, our paths will cross again one day. TTFN - that’s “ta-ta for now!”
          
          -AJ
          
          ~smoshyphantrash~
          August 30th, 2015 - September 30th, 2024

Hello Smoshyphantrash Readers,
          
          As of November 14th, 2023, this account will be on an indefinite hiatus. Most of the recently updated stories will be finished by the end of 2024. Smoshyphantrash has existed for 8 years and the account will still be here. However, the account owner does not use Wattpad anymore and they have no more drafts waiting at the moment, so they have decided to fully part ways after so long.
          
          Thank you for reading their work all this time. Hopefully, this is just a hiatus and not a “goodbye,” but a “see you next time.”
          
          —JM, Smoshyphantrash Moderator

This is Smoshyphantrash’s friend. I have had control over their accounts for the past couple of months. I apologize for the lack of communication and updates but I was directed not to disclose personal details and I am not going to. Hopefully, they’ll be able to come back to this account.
          
          Thank you for any continued support.

It has been a long couple of weeks to say the least. And I can’t talk about what’s in my mind anymore.

Oh man I think I love him 

Lone Ranger is a godsend from Hyungwon and if you don’t think so, I don’t trust you.

No one really cares for me. That’s fine.

One mental breakdown later:
          
          I’m literally can’t give this up. And no one gets to take this from me, period. I still may be on a short hiatus but you will still see me here.

I absolutely love my readers. I truly do. But I cannot do this anymore.

Yeah, no. Fuck this. Might see y’all later. Might not.