smvtten

merry christmas to all !!! <33

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@smvtten 
          	  merry christmas!!!
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-t0rturedarcher

i slept half the day lmao, but merry christmas!! :)
          
          i got presents for my mom, sister, and dog, so now i'm just waiting for my mom to finish getting everything ready. when i woke up she had put up a small christmas tree on our kitchen table, which finally put me in the christmas spirit (we didn't have one up last year or this year, so i was feeling very bah humbug about the holiday)

smvtten

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            awee mini christmas tree!! also yeah i havent been feeling the christmas spirit at ALL this year :((
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-t0rturedarcher

aaaaaaaa my crush was asking about me at work last night and my friend told her that i was off. she asked when my off days were and he told her fridays and sundays 
          
          it's just so crazy cause i was literally thinking thursday night "what if she asks jonathan about me when i'm not there tomorrow?" AND SHE DIIIIIIDDDDDD. accidentally manifested that, now i'm manifesting her texting me since i jokingly told him to "just give her my number atp"

smvtten

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smvtten

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            THE POWER OF MANIDESTATION !!! endlessly happy for u<3333
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-t0rturedarcher

she said hello to me when she came back from her lunch break. she was walking past me and then she walked TOWARDS me and she got SOOOO CLOSE. 
          
          "hello" 
          
          "hi :D (gay panics)" 
          
          she also told me to have a good night :') 
          things are happening, slowly but surely

smvtten

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            I READ THIS LIKE 3 TIMES AND FORGOT TO RESPOND SO SORRY BUT BAHAHAH GAY PANIC IS SO REAL!!
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-t0rturedarcher

OKAY SO I FORGOT TO UPDATE YOU, BUT MONDAY NIGHT ME AND MY GUY BEAT FRIEND STAYED LATE AT WORK TALKING WITH MY CRUSH AT CUSTOMER SERVICE. we didn't leave until a little bit after 1:30 in the morning, it was the first time i've ever had a real conversation with her :') 
          
          i didn't see her at all the rest of this week, but when my friends and i went to pick up our fourth friend in our quad, we saw her. she was at customer service when i was checking out (i definitely did NOT pick the self checkout closest to customer service, i would never) and my girl best friend was like "oh, there she is". i looked up, WE MADE EYE CONTACT AND SHE WAVED AT ME

-t0rturedarcher

@smvtten all of our interactions are so wholesome, i think we're slowly becoming friends. it's my birthday soon at the end of the month and all i want is for her to wish me a happy birthday and i'll be the happiest lil gay :')
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smvtten

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            AAH THAT ALL SOUNDS SO CUTE !!!! im literally smiling sm right now you two are so sweeeet <33
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-t0rturedarcher

we went there to pick our friend up on his lunch break for pizza :)) 
            
            and THEN when we got back we went inside and i saw my crush
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-t0rturedarcher

i'm so sad/mad cause i hardly saw my crush at all today and i would've had the chance to talk to her when i was doing returns if she wasn't with a customer :((

-t0rturedarcher

@smvtten i have monday with her and then i suffer days without her until the following week cause of being there at different times :'(
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smvtten

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            awwww noo </3 i hope you’ll get to see her the next time youre at work!
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