So I have no clue if you're logged into this burner account or anything, but I was stupid and unfollowed your discord before I knew how to respond to what you said.
It's okay, there wasn't really alternative way from having it kinda just "sprung on me". I'm not gonna lie here, things are probably gonna be rough for me for a bit, and right here I don't know what to say. I know that soon after I type this message and we talk about it, I'll cut contact here too.
I just feel lost right now, you tell me to settle for nothing less than the pure joy we had at the beginning, but that's the thing. No relationship can have that feeling of joy throughout it's entirety. It's not possible. In the future when I do get into new relationships, I hope they're, well, new. I don't think there's another soul who's quite like you are, Eleanor. Don't forget that.
Another thing too, and this part is kinda a little awkward but I feel it's important to bring up. You see, I kinda ordered you something the morning before things ended. At this point it feels almost embarrassing to say what it is, but uhhhh do you still want it?
