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Merry Christmas everybody, this is the last time I'll say it. I think it's best for me to quit wattpad, as I won't be around much longer. Thanks for the support! Goodbye everyone.
@Broken_Jupiter No no don't do that, you are a great writer and all I want you to do is rise up to fame and glory. Ever since we were small I've looked up to you, literally. You need this. You told me writing is your passion. Let it grow!
Sometimes it is better to hold your tongue and wonder in silence. You start to feel the things you wanted to feel and wonder about the past and the future. Sometimes silent is better, at other times. Sometimes you have to stand by and watch people enjoy life without you. Sometimes you have to be left out, and you realize that it was all something different. You realize you're starting to feel invisable. Do you help it, do you change it, no, because you can't. You never will change that.
I can't seem to find myself uttering the words you want, to speak the reason of my distance, to sing the same tune. I don't see myself standing at your side, I see myself below you, I need to understand that it isn't just myself to blame, that I am not standing alone. Even if it feels that way. I need to look my monsters in the eye and scream, scream so loud everyone could hear me, I could break glass with the things I keep inside. Even if I were to speak them out, nobody would understand, you couldn't look me in the eye if I told you. You wouldn't want to be around me if I told you. It seems my thoughts even annoy you. I can't say it bothers me, because I realize I bother EVERYONE. I don't know how to feel, what to do, I just wish I could talk to you about how I feel, and not have you get upset, or mad, or start thinking. It is irritating, you ask me what I am thinking about I am supposed to tell you, which I have, and I let you get away with saying "alot" that is in no way fair, but I let you get away with it...I guess the world isn't fair, LIFE isn't fucking fair. I guess I will just have to get over it..on my own..
Thoughts: You may never understand the way you make someone feel until it is too late. You make them a problem and glorify yourself to be the almighty and amazing thing. Guess what, you're not perfect, you never have been, and you're just lucky to have someone love you SO much that they stay even when you do this to them. It hurts them more than it could ever hurt you, and you make them a heart breaker when the only heart breaker has become you. Stare yourself in the mirror, and ask yourself, why have I done this, and how can I make it better. Go up to that person and say "I love you, I am sorry for all my stupid bullshit, I will make up for it." <3 As long as you can find yourself forgiving yourself, that person may forgive you...
You are all so used to hearing this, and I am already super happy with the reviews and views alone my few crap tastical stories have gotten. Although, I must say, I am taking a break from writing, AGAIN! I know, and I am sorry. I love you my nuggets. Peace
Okay, so I want to share the story and inspiration that comes from Hollow.
Okay, I ended up writing a story with a couple friends two years back on a google doc that was shared among us all. Each friend I invited to the doc, has impressive writing abilities. Now, I did write the majority of it, but I refuse to take credit for that fantasmal ideas I got from my co-writers. Now, with the story being written two years ago, it wasn't the best, but in the version that is on here, I am happy to say, follows EXACTLY on the original, but with more content and edited so much better.
With that being said, I hope you enjoy this book. Thanks for the support, and I will be with you shortly.
I am proud to say I actually got a chapter done for Hollow! https://www.wattpad.com/story/124578648
Before people say I am trying to be the original Crepes, no, I love the user which I did dabble with and make it my own, and decided to become "Creepies" I love her and her art so gu check it out.
Okay! So, I decided not to quit wattpad because it is my life. Soz, I decided I will be working on a new book, being a cool kid, (jk I am uber lame) but, ima TRY to be a cool kid. So HERE WE GO!!
What happened to Emil and Cassie?????? Did you kill them? Because I am immortal. I cannot be killed, Grim! I will find yo- oh wait. That cost money.. And I don't have money.... You'll get away thus time -.-
