;; cw: venting
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;; 'm so stressed out with grades... first semester ends next week 'nd i'm so stressed. this new school is awful ): if you don't do well first semester, you get sent back to your homeschool. this was my only option because my parents don't want me back in normal school and i expressed this but my teacher didn' care ): i didn't do too well because i came in late and missed a bunch of stuff and now 'm strugglin' ): wishin my anxiety wouldn' hold me back cause i really wanna ask for help ): instead, 'm gonna do what any person bad decision maker does and drink a monster tomorrow and do all of the assignments and hope i don't get yelled at ><