snowberryhime_

Not related to books at all but I just want to say this. 
          	
          	Please don't underestimate depression and remember that idols are still only human. Kim Jonghyun (SHINee) has committed suicide today (the competition culture in Korean appeared to be too much for him to handle anymore- his last message was to his sister "It's been really hard up untill now. Send me off please. Tell everyone I've suffered. This is my last greeting.")
          	
          	He was one of my biggest inspiration, he wrote songs about depression and the inability to get out of bed and emotional emptiness he gets inside, he had anxiety and stage fright but was preparing for his new solo comeback just 3 days ago, he wouldn't say "cheer up" but "you can have some days where you just sleep and cry and let it happen, you can postpone things, your mental health is important." He was in the media spotlight for almost 10 years but still stood up for what he believed despite the backlash he received, despite living in a conservative community which doesn't agree with him...
          	                    What Jonghyun did should be a wake up call to all of the fans/haters/people out there who judge and call out idols on every small imperfection, they are human beings, not robots but normal people like you and me not some Gods who are perfect.

shiirasai

@snowberryhime_  I second to this!
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bubbletea_a

Roses to Jonghyun, he may not be my bias but he is important.
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snowberryhime_

He didn't hide his depression behind a 'brave mask' but was open about it...always open about the fight with mental health yet he also hid it well. Night Goblin PD said that he looked bright when they were filming. This is why depression should not be taken lightly, you never know what's hiding inside the mind of even the brightest person you know. 
          	  
          	  It only takes a moment for the demon in our mind to take control and say " This is the perfect moment to die." Don't underestimate depression. 
          	  
          	  I hope some people wake up and realise what their expectations and hate are causing although no one should have been drawn to this point for them to realise that. Jonghyun is not the first but hopefully the last idol to commit suicide.
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KaylaAdrianse

Hello I still have one of your sasusaku curse petals in my private library and still able to to read all of it surprisingly. I won't remove it because I love it. I don't know why you deleted all your books this book I have is great.

Savage3320

OMG I’m so shocked when I read “Under the Covers” it was in my pre-teen years and I wanted a little peace of it back. Not only that but I remember a really good book you made about Sasuke getting into a car accident and being blind meeting Sakura who took care of him when everyone didn’t . If you’re over your phase we are probably to but, we came back to see Your OG books that captivated us when we were innocent and loved the idea of romance. All of these Sakura and Sasuke books now and days are nothing compared to your books that we can all connect too. Please reconsider and put them up if not... Can you tell me why you took the books down?

snowberryhime_

@Savage3320 Hey, I'm happy to hear you liked the books I wrote before. The whole point was to make anyone reading them happy. Unfortunately they're deleted now and won't be out again. As many fanfictions tend to have similar plots, main ideas in them, I just got a lot of hate from people saying I'm stealing their story and it just got too much for me on top of my own personal life and problems. At that time, simply deleting everything seemed to be a good option. Hope you understand~
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snowberryhime_

Not related to books at all but I just want to say this. 
          
          Please don't underestimate depression and remember that idols are still only human. Kim Jonghyun (SHINee) has committed suicide today (the competition culture in Korean appeared to be too much for him to handle anymore- his last message was to his sister "It's been really hard up untill now. Send me off please. Tell everyone I've suffered. This is my last greeting.")
          
          He was one of my biggest inspiration, he wrote songs about depression and the inability to get out of bed and emotional emptiness he gets inside, he had anxiety and stage fright but was preparing for his new solo comeback just 3 days ago, he wouldn't say "cheer up" but "you can have some days where you just sleep and cry and let it happen, you can postpone things, your mental health is important." He was in the media spotlight for almost 10 years but still stood up for what he believed despite the backlash he received, despite living in a conservative community which doesn't agree with him...
                              What Jonghyun did should be a wake up call to all of the fans/haters/people out there who judge and call out idols on every small imperfection, they are human beings, not robots but normal people like you and me not some Gods who are perfect.

shiirasai

@snowberryhime_  I second to this!
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bubbletea_a

Roses to Jonghyun, he may not be my bias but he is important.
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snowberryhime_

He didn't hide his depression behind a 'brave mask' but was open about it...always open about the fight with mental health yet he also hid it well. Night Goblin PD said that he looked bright when they were filming. This is why depression should not be taken lightly, you never know what's hiding inside the mind of even the brightest person you know. 
            
            It only takes a moment for the demon in our mind to take control and say " This is the perfect moment to die." Don't underestimate depression. 
            
            I hope some people wake up and realise what their expectations and hate are causing although no one should have been drawn to this point for them to realise that. Jonghyun is not the first but hopefully the last idol to commit suicide.
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snowberryhime_

Mock exams are just around the corner so I've been living under books *cough*andkeepinguptodatewithBTS*cough* (some have IG!wow...) so I'll update during Christmas break, I hope you understand
          
          Btw! #WorldwideHandsomeDay happy birthday to Jin-oppa!! 
          
          (Would you guys follow me on IG if I made one?)

arewalde

@snowberryhime_ Yeah, I would follow you. Happy birthday to Jin! (Late birthday.. It was yesterday. #4dec )
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snowberryhime_

@Crazed_Sadist 1st September 1997
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snowberryhime_

@Crazed_Sadist np^^ if you have questions then ask away, I'm happy to help a new ARMY
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