so this is kind of random and i don't know if anyone will see this. anyways, i'm scared that over time i'll just keep fading away from this app and the maze runner and everyone that i've grown to love. i'm scared that in a few years i'll hear someone talking about one of them and be like "oh yeah, i remember that" but i won't remember how much they've saved me. i need sleep. maybe i'll go to bed