snowfox24
Sometimes I just feel like I'm all alone. I only have two really close IRL friends, and I love role-playing with them. But I almost never get to talk to one, and the other one is currently in a different state, and usually busy with their other friends... And I mean yeah, they have lives outside of me, that's fine. I'm glad that my friend who's currently far from me has other friends they can share those interests with. And yeah, I have friends at school, but they aren't really close, and none of them are really interested in the same things I am, and those that do share interests and fandoms with me aren't really the role-playing type. I have people I can roleplay with online but... It's just not the same. Maybe it's because I never had any friends starting from when I was in the first grade and lasting until the seventh grade. I guess I'm just really needy and probably have abandonment issues because of that. I've never had anyone close enough to simply ride my bike to to hang out with. Sometimes I wonder if I'm always gonna feel this alone... Because it certainly seems like it. Just ignore me. All I'm doing is seeking out attention I don't deserve.
AbellaHeart-
I wish I saw this post sooner. From my experience there is a lot of fake people out there who aren’t true friends. I wish I could go back and be alone instead of being around many people who didn’t bother sticking around. I do have close friends I’m grateful for that. It’s sad you feel that way. Your not needy. Everyone wants a friend and everyone also wants loyalty. 1st-7th grade is too long. You sound so alone but online friends are great too. I know it’s not the same but your never truly alone if you think about. Spend your time focusing on your true friends and keep being yourself. People will eventually see you for how wonderful you are
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