dear author, it's been a long time. though you may never see this, i just want to tell you how much i loved dear beomgyu. i needed the tears to fall, but they didn't. i can't tell you how much i loved, and yet, hated it. why did it have to end like that? though, if i said i was expecting a happy ending, i would be lying. the last letter remains in my mind. i will remember your writing vividly, and even though my eyes are heavy, the tears still refuse to fall.
sincerely, ally.