venie

okay i’m gonna finish hostage because i kinda left it on a cliffhanger type thing for a year and i felt the need to finish it but after i finish it i might write something else that isn’t fandom related! and something that is fandom related. i have a draft for a lesbian story that isn’t fandom related, kinda just people in general and i’ve been getting into kpop girl groups lately, mostly blackpink and twice, so i might have an idea for a ship for one of those groups im not sure if i’ll actually do it though 

should i finish hostage hdkdkdkxk 

your @ is so cute woaH

BILLIE FAN

dropping by to say ily & you should write again

I have lots of ideas for stories and I think they're stories when I first think about them but once I actually start writing it I realize that the idea I thought of doesn't have enough plot to be an actual story so I end up doing a ton of oneshots which is fine but I feel like if I just post a bunch of oneshots that people will be less likely to read it vs a actual story where people are hooked for you to make new chapters but after ease I took a sort of break from writing then wrote again then got this account back and took an even longer break of not writing and now it seems like idk how to write or think of an actual story? Like I can't think ahead, I think if the first couple "chapters" but overall don't see the story being more than a oneshot which I guess is fine but I just wanna have fun writing again and be able to think ahead but tbh my heads a mess and not necessarily in a bad way, I just think a lot and with creative things sometimes there's too many creative things going on in my head that I can't make it out or function so I just don't do them because it seems stressful to try to think of something when I already have so much in my mind creatively but hopefully I can get the hang of it lmao it's just stressful and annoying that I can't think of how to make a plot that I randomly think of into something more than a oneshot. Anyway sorry for this long ass thing but eh 

Lmao I just a btw, I do not ship troyler anymore. The only reason I'm keeping Ease up is because it was the first fanfic I've ever written and I wanted to keep it, even though it's the cringiest thing I've ever seen/read on this entire planet, though I might even recreate it with Troye, Connor, and Jacob just to be able to do it better and not make it cringe. I would recreate it with Troyler again but I don't feel comfortable doing that lmao. I do however ship both tronnor and Tracob so once I stop procrastinating, tronnor and Tracob fics will be up but I have the whole summer to do it so hopefully I'll start writing again soon

It be @crybabiesphxn (on ig haha) and I didn't even expect to find your account lmao