snwusberry

EARTH IS BANNING WATER???

snwusberry

so much has changed. 
          
          for starters, i'm 22 now. 
          
          i've always loved writing, and even on my first account i got to work writing absolute awful stories, but i found it so fun. then i was introduced to fanfiction and it opened doors to things i never thought i'd end up doing. i tried writing fanfic staring with some good old one direction preferences and imagines (those who know, know). i got into kpop and started writing for my favorite groups. 
          
          throughout all my teenage years i've always been enthusiastic about sharing my writing, but the older i got, i started second guessing my work (maybe my shift to tumblr was the catalyst, who knows) and now i hesitate to post written fics. I found my getting comfortable writing social media aus and I feel like my writing has regressed because now i don't even enjoy writing anymore (don't get me wrong, i still do when i get that burst of inspiration, but sharing it is off the table unless i really like it)

snwusberry

another thing, my interests have changed a lot since i was last active on here (last year doesn't count. i mean truly active).
            
            i'm not into kpop like i used to be. 2021 me is gone, unfortunately (i say unfortunately 
            because she was so happy), i as prior mentioned, i'm more active on tumblr and my stan list is literally 2 groups now. i no longer write for txt (idk, i just don't feel motivated to write for them). 
            
            maybe one day i'll be comfortable enough to come back with the enthusiasm i once had, but i don't think that's very likely. my priorities have shifted, i've changed as a person and as a writer (if I can even call myself that), and i'm going to be honest, i am a while lot more miserable now than i was before (thank you depression and anxiety combo). 
            
            uh yeah that's a life update, sorry about the ending of this (to whoever is reading). 
            i'm not going anywhere, btw, i'm working on not caring what i write and enjoying it again. there's still a series that i started and plan on finishing. 
            
            anyway. love all 3 of you. byeeee
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