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Well..? I'm a shitty person. I'm sincerely sorry for being gone for so long, and, not to mention, with no fucking explanation or goodbye. So, I'm sorry, I'm so damn sorry, and I hate it so much that I'm this fragile. I hate that I'm "unstable", I hate that I'm always not up to everyone's standards, I hate that I'm a disappointment. I'm either deleting this account and becoming inactive, or just taking myself out of everything other than, you guessed it, reading. It's too much stress, too much to handle with everything going on. And, if anyone thinks that I'm being irrational, that I'm being stupid, I say FUCK YOU. You don't know what's happening, you don't know what I've gone through, you don't control my life. To anyone that supports me, to anyone that has supported me the whole way, thank you so much. That's all I could ask for. The people that have supported me the whole way or the reason why I decided to not immediately delete my account, the reason why I'm back temporarily. If I do decide to delete this account, expect it to be gone within a week and a half. Thank you, and goodbye.