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I js realized i havent had school lunch since i was in 5th grade

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Everytime i have low self esteem or want to fucking crawl out of my skin and be reborn like a wittle butterfly, i dont wana be me by type o negative always plays in my head like the background of a sad movie scene

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Having an 3d is sooo exhausting and drainingggg like i wana eat sooo bad but eve. Thinkking about it makes me want to cry, Like oh my god whats the point ifnim js gona p4rge it ojt anyway??? gosh everytbinf is sondraining j just want to get swallowed up by my bed

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One minute i was laughing to these ss of poorly translated bl that said “skibidigram” that my girlfriend sent ,, and the nexg i started fucking crying and saying some bullshit like “i wish i was a skibidi toilet” like bro what the hell am i on

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Sometimes i wish i was lonely again, like no friends or at least not many, not having the constant dread of having to reply to someone, not constantly worrying if your a good enough friend or person, wondering if they like you or if your funny enough, trying your hardest to have validation,, ya know? I may not have many friends now, and i realy do love them and enjoy being around tjem, but every now and tjen i wish i was just in my own world, like maybe texting someome once in a while, while doing your own thing, being able to watch whatever i want whenever i want, doomscrolling no interuptions, p4rg1ng w no interuptions ,, stuff like that i miss , j want to be lonely and th1n again.

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Like when i was in texas, i barely had little to no friends, and i miss it, i was fine, i didnt feel lonely or anything like that , i actually spent most of my time with family, i just did my own thang, and the best of it all is tjat i was skinny ,, i dont onow but i miss that era of me
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My frienf and gf wanted us to all c4 t toehther as a grpup..??? That makes me sick,, and my gf jas a new shed acc? And so does my friend? Dude im actually sick i dont want to surround my self with these people dude i feel horrible ,, my other friend thinks the same, like she doesnt want to do this either, i dont wana break uo w my gf or lose my driends but i dont want to get worse dude i genuinely wana live my life bro im noy as mental as them