@ JAS_NNA I'm glad you think of me that way, and i totally understood and agree with your statement. That's some of the reasons i have a lack of trust for my parents, i felt they manipulated me in some ways that i guarantee none of you want to know, but hey, i'm totally fine! Nothing really damaged or physically happening, it's just a yell, preach and etc like it usually is, even tho i'm alone in this experience, i do know there are parents that's more ruthless than mine!