@society_is_cruel
HOLY FUCKING SHIT I came home from a residential mental hospital and I saw my chem and I think I died
GUYS my crush likes me back-
im just a fleabag, nobody loves me
send me to rehab, somebody touch me
@CallMeEagle im not your monkey, im not your puppy im just a fleabag, nobody loves me at alll
Hello, I noticed you like emo bands, Green Day, the comments of this amazing motherfucker, Green Day, Sanders Sides, Percy Jackson and Green Day (and others, including Green Day), so you seem like a cool person :)
All my friends'll desert again
And I don't wanna be a loner
In my head, I can sleep when I'm dead
Baby, don't let the hype dilute ya
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Yknow what? I actually think him leaving is good. If he wants to dwell on the past forever he fucking can. I’ve changed and you know what? As much as I care about him, I don’t want someone who’ll spontaneously leave, not tell me anything when I hurt them for a year without knowing, and calls me names behind my back in my life. So unless something in him changes and he stops being like this, I don’t want him back. I’m not going to block him because I care unlike him and if he needs me I’ll be there, but you don’t fucking do that to people. You don’t fucking come back for a week and leave totally unannounced for no reason. He told me why before but this is really petty.. So fuck you M. I care about you, I love you, but you’ve hurt me just as bad as I hurt you. And I’ve apologized multiple times, and all I’m seeing from you is.. well I don’t know. I hope you get to a better place, physically and mentally, and if you want to talk again and actually won’t leave I’m open to it.
TW abuse
Ah yes, don’t you just love when you call your bio parents in prison and the first thing they say after hello is “if you’re going to kill yourself because of your friend can we have a video?”
No. no you cannot have a video, you need to get some help. I’ve been fucking raped, beaten and manipulated by you for years. And I’m sorry, but if you’re not going to change I won’t spend much time with you.
They cost me fucking friends too.
Because of their strategy of “when somebody’s mad offer to kill yourself so they’ll be happy” I unknowingly manipulated people.
I hate this world, I just hope we can all make it better for each other.
xoLex
I’m not going to fucking manipulate anyone. I was doing dumb things and had no idea I was even manipulative until Mikey told me it’d apparently been going on for a year :( I don’t want to hurt anyone
And you’re not dumb I bet @chrissythepisces
@Little0Bear0Writes What? Me? Mean? Never. I’m just offering help, and a new dumb bitch for her to manipulate. :D
Awh, what’s wrong hun? Are you okay? Need someone to talk to? Someone new to manipulate? I’m really oblivious.
didd he leave againa?
fuckckc please please no pplease fuck
Wow.... I really wish he’d have told me all that... :( he came back and seemed really happy with our new friendship but i didn’t think he actually hated me for my past even after I changed. But it’s fine, if he’s going to rip peoples hearts out like this without any warning I’d really ra to we not be part of that.
It seems like he’s happier which is all I really wanted so it’s okay.
And yeah he blocked me before cuz I was an asshole to him and unknowingly manipulated him
Oh, sorry, I didnt see the top reply. He did tell me why actually, he just sorta realized you're toxic for him I guess, He wont want you back I can tell you that.. last night he went on and on about how you were so manipulative and made him feel so awful about himself and triggered him and how he never wanted to talk to you again and wished you'd just leave him alone, and then he blocked you I was like damn okay didnt know you had a spine babe-
ehehehe not me staying up till 1am to talk to my aussie friend
I do not like people. At all :(
they all just hurt eachother all the time.
And no one will accept change.
I don't like it.
This isnt just about me but about whats going on in the world currently.
awh
and sure we can be friends if you want to
sorry i cant smile rn but insert smile here