sofikothebest

oh, bother.

sofikothebest

this was a really hard decision to make, honestly..
          
          
          i decided that it’d be a lot better if i just unpublished my starco stories. both of them, actually. the original one and the rewrite. they’re  just so. so wrong and disgusting. oh my god, they are so wrong. 
          
          i’m really ashamed by my younger self. 
          
          i might post something else afterwards, but i just. realized that writing and not publishing the books already finished is just. not for me, i guess. 
          
          but yeah, i had a lot of reasons for deleting the books, i hope you respect my decision and are not sad that the books are gone. and no, they’re not gonna be back ever again. 
          
          again, i’m sorry. but i’m not sorry either. i did the right thing for my own mental health.
          
          and with that, i fell out of this site a long time ago, too. so i’m not gonna be active here anymore. :/

sofikothebest

i sometimes just want to delete this account or never come back to it again. but here are some stories that i can allow myself to read without any guilt or cringe feeling, and that sucks a lot. i really hate this site right now, what a twist, lmao. 
          
          *turns to look at her 11-12 year old self sitting on the app reading bendy x reader and s*ptiplier smut fics 24/7.*

sofikothebest

bro, online exams are the only thing that i’d be most petrified of for the rest of my life from now on. but they turn out good for me, though, got 100 points on three of those already. :3c (and these are the only ones that i’d had, 8 more to go.)